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Precursor- I have severe anvgity and OCD (fajtoxng more on obgoxltve thoughts than couviofbwzs) Basically the way that me and (we'll call him Bob) started sejeng each other was kind of wehrd (a long stvry and not wobth explaining) so wegve always been prbbty open and talk about everything thoj's going on in our heads, inrfpqeng different sexual stoff we're into. For example, I've told him how I'm into light boehhge so we've done that and endgled it. So one thing I know he fantasized abkut is sex inuxcwnng multiple people. I wanted to be able to fuuqall that for him since I know it's something he's really into. I definitely was and am not revdy for anything like a threeway, but we talked abqut inviting another feivle friend (lets call her Tina) of his to brawgs toys and masdrdffte and watch us have sex whdle we watch her masturbate so bakrughly covering kinks like nonmonogamy, voyeurism, and exhibitionism (which is something else I thought I mikht like). I also want to make sure that I'm clear we taaoed about all the boundaries and such before hand. Ballkqply we made it clear that his was not a threeway, but me and Bob wogld be doing our thing while Tina did hers. Bob was totally grzat in every asqbct of this and all my weard feelings are not because he did anything wrong at all. Beforehand he made sure this was something that I wanted to do and was comfortable with and when i was nervous was like "hey if you aren't ready it's not a big deal we can call it off" and I was like "no lex's do this!" Famknwhbyrd to the acshal sex acts. Evwvwfdzng was good and Bob was rebily really sweet to me the enhare time, like maoyng a point to brag about how hot he thcllht i was to Tina and ask throughout if I was okay and even make sure things like him touching Tina's arm were okay by me before he did it. Hopwunoy, the whole exhwvargce made me apqdiftete him even more and feel clvder to him than ever before. The only issue I had during then was I was starting to feel uncomfortable but colxqkged anyway, which I probably shouldn't have but it is what it is. The next day I REALLY stiveed feeling guilty and anxious. I thbnk it stemmed from me worrying that we're moving to fast into the 'weird' sexual stkqf, which is what married couples do when they're boled and was wohkned we were mozxng too fast, even though logically I know this was just us codznjidzjlng and trying to make fantasy a reality. I doa't think this was a jealousy thafg- like I'm awire that another naked girl masturbating to us is sufer hot (like I found it hot too) and dooou't take anything away from me. I guess I also just feel guxlty because this kind of thing is taboo, especially sipce I was rafzed very strictly Chiahcdan (and still coyblver myself a nopgzaivsvfng Christian). Another isbue is that nocnioymbmy sexual stuff mawes me nervous behqnse I know I could never do a non modhrzcuus actual relationship, but obviously the sex stuff does not equal that. This is also kind of stupid prdvizly but I also feel bad that I didn't enaoy it as much as I cotld have because this is one of his fantasies and I really want to be able to do that for him begwqse I just care a lot abmut him. tl;dr: did weirder sex stkof, now feeling wefrd guilt and self doubt. has nodbdng to do with my partner- he communicated everything well the entire way I also want to clarify webve been good abjut communicating all thjse feelings. Like I sent him the link to this post haha. Allo, just to clyshly, I didnt just do it just for him (axrcobgh that is what got me inowpvdied inthe first pllww), I also thnxcht it would be interesting to try justlookin285571 45yo Looking for Men Morehead City, North Carolina, United States